I fell for his depression, and it destroyed me 1

I fell for his depression, and it destroyed me 1

Chapter 10 

Aveline’s POVE 

My husband suffers from major depressive disorder

Just keeping up with his meds and therapy burns through over a thousand bucks every month

For his treatments, I juggle four jobs a day, working through the nights like they were daylight

Our son, worried sick about me, started helping after schoolpicking up bottles with me

We were dirt poor, stretching every single dollar until it nearly tore in half. But not once did we ever complain

Thank heavens, one day, I landed a temp jobserving at the birthday party for the godson of the richest man in the city. One night’s pay? A whooping 280 bucks

My son tagged along. There’s gotta be a goldmine of bottles at a rich kid’s party!” 

That night, I weaved through a crowd of high society, balancing a tray in my hands. Meanwhile, my little boy bent over and over, picking up bottles at the guestsfeet

To my surprise, when I looked upthere was Wiley Rourkestanding in the middle of the party, looking nothing like a depressed man

The same man who was supposed to be in a therapist’s officewas handing over the keys to a multimillion estate to his first love’s son.>> Welcome, everyone, to my godson’s birthday party!” 

With a startling clang, the tray slipped from my hands, and glass shattered across the floor

My son’s small frame trembled. Struggling to get the words out, he whispered, Momthat man. He looks just like Dad.”

Not just like himit’s exactly him!

But not the version of Wiley we knewmoody and gloomy. This man was glowing. Joy radiated off him

If I hadn’t recognized the woman clinging to his arm, I might’ve believed it was just someone who looked like him

That woman was Severine Stroudmy husband’s first love.” 

He used to keep her photo locked away in his safe

The crash of the glass drew everyone’s eyes.” 

Wiley turned to look, too, but before he could see me, the event manager stormed over and shoved me to the floor

You can’t even hold a tray? Stupid! Hurry up and clean that mess!

My knee slammed into the shards, and blood instantly stained the tiles

Beau quickly dropped his bottles and rushed to help me up

Mom! You’re bleeding! We need to go to the hospital!” 

I looked back toward Wiley, but he had already turned his back to us

One of his hands held his ex. The other gently guided her son to slice a 10layer cake

The three of them looked so sweetlike they were a real family

But just an hour earlier, Beau and I were the ones who dropped Wiley off at the hospital

Before we left, Wiley even reminded us to take care of ourselves and not overwork

My heart felt like it was being wrung outthe pain stabbing deep.Z 

What I thought was our happy little familyit was nothing but a lie

And the one behind it all? The man Beau and I both loved more than anyone.

I brushed my hand over Beau’s sunburnt, cracked little cheeks. My eyes burned

Maybe Wiley forgotthat today is his real son’s birthday, too.

We couldn’t even afford a cupcake. Every cent had gone to a sickness that, it turns out, wasn’t even real

Don’t be sad, Mom, Beau whispered, comforting me while wiping my tears. It’s probably just a coincidence. Dad’s still in the hospital.% But the way his little fists clenched said everything he wouldn’t

Back at home, Beau gently plucked the glass from my knee, wrapped my knee in a bandage, and blew on it to keep it from stinging. But none of that pain compared to the one in my chest 

Just then, the door creaked openWiley walked in

My son ran over like a little puppy, throwing his arms around his dad

As always, Wiley took a step hack, dodging the hug

I used to tell myself he was just too depressed to accept affection

But nowall I could see was the way he had held his first love’s son at the party. How he kissed that boy’s cheek. The memory made my stomach twist

Beau didn’t react much. I guess his disappointment had long since hardened into numbness.

It was then that Wiley’s eyes caught the bandage on my knee

You hurt your leg

I gave a faint Mmand tugged my skirt down to cover it. And then I asked, Today is your son’s birthday. Did you get him a gift?

744 PM &

Wiley raised a brow, pulled a fancy box from behind his back, and handed it to Beau.

Got you this birthday cake on the way home. Open it

For a second, I was stunned He usually locked himself away on our son’s birthday, using his depression as an excuse. But this time he actually brought something for Beau 

For a moment, I hesitated to question Wiley 1⁄2 

Beau loves his dad so much. If Wiley was willing to love our son back…. maybe I could try to forget what I saw earlier 

But the moment we saw what was inside the box, Beau and I both froze

A single slice from that tenlayer cake at his ex’s son’s party!‘ 

Rage quickly surged through me. I had to dig my nails into my palms just to stop myself from smashing that cake right into Wiley’s face, Beau’s eyes went red. He closed the box slowly and said hoarsely, Dad, I don’t like this cake. Can we get a different one?

Wiley frowned, ready to scold the birthday boybut I cut in first.” 

Mom will take you to get a new one.” 

I grabbed Beau’s hand. As I turned to leave, I caught a glimpse of Wiley’s face darkening

We don’t have money. You should be grateful you even have cake. Why be so picky?” 

Before I could argue, he slammed his door shutstarting yet another round of silent treatment.” 

I’ve lost count of how many times he’d done this since getting depressed.”

Worried, Beau clutched the box and walked back to his dad’s door.” 

Dad, don’t be mad,” my boy said sweetly. I don’t need a new cake. This one’s fine!” 

There was no response from inside the room. After a few seconds, just when I thought Wiley wouldn’t say a thing, his voice came through

Didn’t you always want to go to the amusement park? I’ll take you next week.” 

Hope flickered instantly in Beau’s eyes

All he ever wanted was a day at the park with his parents like a normal kid and take happy photos

I couldn’t bear to crush his dream, so I stayed quiet

But that night, his stomach started achingcold sweat soaked his whole body

I freaked out, banged on Wiley’s door, and asked him to drive us to the hospital.

Ten minutes later, he pulled up an old van downstairs

Carrying my weakening son on my back, I staggered down the stairs

But just as we were about to get in, Wiley’s phone rang

His face shifted from calm to grim in an instant

Something urgent came up, he said flatly. You take him yourself.

And just like that, he drove off.” 

I stood there, staring at the van disappearing down the road.

Did he forget? There’s no public transport around here. No way to get a cab this late at night‘ 

Feeling my son’s breathing grow weaker against my back, I bit my lip hard and started walkingten fucking kilometers, on foot, to the nearest hospital

After Beau was finally attended by a doctor, I pulled out my phone to check the time

At the same time, a notification popped upa friend request.

I clicked it open

Her face stared back at meWiley’s first love

Seconds later, she posted a new Story

It was a photo of her son being held by a manthe man’s face wasn’t visible, but I knew who he was just by the look of his ring on his finger

It was the same cheap threedollar wedding ring Wiley and I had bought when we couldn’t afford anything better

Severine wrote a caption

Having a dad is such a blessing! My son scraped his knee a little, and his dad rushed him to the hospital and even got him a VIP room!! Llooked at my pale son and then at the crumpled bills in my palm

Whatever hope I had left for Wiley It shattered completely 

Once I was sure Beau was stable, I dialed a number 

Hi I’d like to ask about the process for filing a divorce.” 

I fell for his depression, and it destroyed me

I fell for his depression, and it destroyed me

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