Iain praying that I get a second chance mate, just like mom did Dad loves her
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“March 1, 2013, Cloudy; I don’t have enough money to pay my tuition, so the teacher told me to stand in the corridor today. My classmates laughed at me and called me a pauper. My parents must have their reasons for doing so. I should earn money on my own. I don’t want to be their burden,”
“June 7, 2013, Sunny; It’s Terry’s birthday today. I bought Terry a watch with my six–month salary, but he doesn’t like it. I feel a bit hurt. Even so, I will work harder to buy him something he likes…”
Then, I jumped to the last diary written before I had been sent back to Ouray.
“December 1, 2017 Rainy”
The diary contained only one sentence.
“They don’t love me at all!”
At that moment, hot tears rolled down my cheeks.
I couldn’t help but pick up a pen and write down a diary.
This time, I wrote in French.
“December 10, 2024
“Farewell!
“A question has been on my mind for years. Why did you bring me back since you don’t like me at all?
“Do you dislike me because you didn’t bring me up personally?
“If so, why are there parents who love and cherish their lost children more than before after the latter go home?
“I know that you hate me. You don’t want me to be your child at all. I would choose to be born in Ouray if there were choices for me. If so, I wouldn’t feel hatred before your partiality and bias.”
I wrote down the confusion and resentment I had for years.
“Terry, your wish comes true now. From now on, you will have only one sister, and that is Grace.”
In the end, I wrote to Adam.
“Adam, you said that you would get back with me after your wedding with Grace.
“I have waited for you so many times, but not this time.
“Wish you and Grace happiness.
“Farewell.”
I put the diary book back on the table, together with my medical report, which clearly stated that I had only one kidney.
Time was up when I got everything done.
With no luggage but wounds, I limped out of the house.
Behind me, the crowd talked and laughed happily.
Not far away, a black bulletproof car hid in the darkness.
I walked towards my future without any hesitation.
The vehicle drove away from the bustling street and soon disappeared into the night.
Chapter 8
