These are All the Goodbyes I Filmed After Our Breakup 2

These are All the Goodbyes I Filmed After Our Breakup 2

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It’s April 2025. I came back home for a visit.” 

Standing in front of the old house where Grandma and I used to live, I hadn’t even inserted the key yet when the door gently creaked open with a push

The air inside smelled of dust, dampnessand a faint, familiar scent of cat.

Kitty McSnuggles-I called out.

A beam of sunlight cut through the window. An orange cat jumped down from the sill and circled my legs gracefully

Her tail stood high like she was claiming her territoryor welcoming an old friend home.” 

I smiled. You still remember me, huh?” 

The camera shook a littleChantal Levitt was adjusting the gear. She was fresh out of college. I just hired her as my assistant videographer.” 

I sat on the front steps, hugging my knees. The cat curled up beside me, purring like a distant dream

Her name’s Kitty McSnuggles. Grayden and I rescued her as a kitten when we were kids.” 

I turned slightly to the camera, my tone gentle.} 

Grayden and Iwe’ve known each other since we were little. His house was right next door. Back then, he wasn’t great at school, so I’d help him with homeworkor pretend to. He’d doodle little stick figures in my notebook and say one day he’d be a star and act in scripts I wrote.” 

I laughed softly

He talked big. But somehow, he made it happen. A talent scout spotted him when he was 16.0 

It was summer evening. He had a guitar slung over his back and told me goodbye. I remember he was sweating like crazy in a denim jacket

He told me, I’m leaving first. When you get into a uni in the city, we’ll meet again there.’ 

I didn’t cry. Didn’t ask him to stay. Just nodded and told myself-‘I’ll make it. I have to.” 

The cat stirred. I reached out to stroke her back

And I did. I chewed through three English vocab books. Didn’t even take any cram classes. Got into the best media uni in the cityall on my own

Eventually, I became his manager

I got him gigs, secured endorsements, scheduled press, pulled allnighters handling scandals. I stood by him through two of the toughest years of his career

I thought I’d be by his side forever.”

I took a quiet breath, my eyes drifting toward a beatup box in the corner of the yard

She had kittens.” 

I paused.” 

Kitty McSnuggles gave birth right there, where we used to stack firewood. Picked a pretty good spot.”

The camera followed me as I walked over and crouched down

A handful of kittens lay curled together, their eyes still shut, nestled against their mother’s belly

Just now, Grayden messaged me again,I said. He said he wants to properly say goodbye this time. Said he doesn’t want me to regret anything.” 

I didn’t reply.” 

I tucked my hair behind my ear.” 

Regret? How could I ever regret anything?” 

I don’t regret giving him everything I had to stay by his side. I always believedI mean really believedhe’d make it big one day. That everyone would love him. If I could’ve, I’d have stayed with him forever

It’s just that….” 

My lashes dropped, and my voice went soft again. ALS isn’t something I can control

I was his manager. AndI used to be his girlfriend.

That used to becaught in my throat and came out slow.” 

But he doesn’t need a manager with ALS. He doesn’t need a girlfriend who’ll hold him back.

I looked up and smiled. He’s Grayden Graves. He belongs where the lights shine the brightest.

I finished talking and reached down to pick up a kitten

But the next secondmy arm froze

Like something had gripped it

My shoulder wouldn’t budge. My fingers wouldn’t curl. I stayed locked in place like a paused frame in a film. Even the lightseemed to stop moving

11:40 AM 

These are All the Goodbyes I Filmed After Our Breakup

These are All the Goodbyes I Filmed After Our Breakup

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